I ran my
first half marathon around the time Clara turned one. And I think I said something like,
it would be nice to run one after each baby. Fast forward to last summer. Caleb was six months old and I had just started running a few months before. My friend Amy & I had run
Bloomsday together and were considering some longer races.
And then I subluxed my patella. And had the most frustrating, painful months following. I eventually started running again sometime this past fall - but wasn't really considering doing another half.
And then Carly and Christa said they were signing up for the Windermere in May. And then Amy said she would do it too (her first). At that point, I was on board. I have two kids compared to the three of their combined
eleven and so for heaven sakes, if they could do it, so could I.
We started training in January and even though we didn't do much running
together, it was great to at least share training schedules - and ultimately to know we were not alone.
This time around I did not have access to a treadmill (okay, I did run
twice at J's clinic in early January). That meant that dozens and dozens of runs happened in the snow. And the hail. I remember one specific four mile run when I was pushing both kids and we got caught in the craziest rain/thunder/hail storm I've ever witnessed. And I'm pretty sure I was reported to CPS by the cars passing me on the road.
Despite what some people might think, it was not easy or fun a lot of the time. I had to get really creative trying to figure out when to go and who would watch my kids/how I would bundle them up to brave the elements together. There were certainly Saturday mornings when I would have much rather stayed in my pajamas and eaten a big pile of pancakes with my family than meet Carly to run ten miles at 6am (I still changed back into my sweats and ate the pile of pancakes - just later in the day ;)).
But can I also tell you that there is seriously nothing better than getting outside and sweating? Doing something seriously hard that I never, ever imagined myself doing. Much less loving. For me there is something so life-giving about stepping outside my door with my running shoes and having a moment to clear my head. To think and pray. To work myself to exhaustion and in the end, have more energy than when I started. I love the silence that greets me when I step outside my door (I am a weird one because I don't run with music. I feel like most of my life is loud and crazy and full of song - and I have come to covet that quiet space). I love the sound of my feet hitting the pavement. And the lawn mower and dog barking across the street, and the random smile and hello as I pass a neighbor walking in the street. And I love being someone that is not a mom for just a couple minutes each day. Maybe I have
mama written across my forehead, even without pushing the stroller, but at least in my head I am miles away. I need it. I have come to cherish it.
This post has turned from my second half marathon to why I love running. Oops. I have no idea who reads this besides my sister (who already runs) and my parents (who don't run, and shouldn't). But if you are a random blog peeper who happened upon this little space, and have even considered starting to run. Here is my simple advice. Do it!
Now for some pictures of race day...
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| Looking much happier than I actually feel |
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| The littlest of the cheering section. Love him! |
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All of us - and Amy's sister Kelsey who drove over from
Seattle and joined our matching look :) |
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| Our little family. |
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I had the best cheering section on the planet. Thank you
to both my sets of parents. You are amazing!!! |
I'm glad I'm done. And maybe I'll run another half after the next baby, although there are no guarantees. I certainly won't run another one before. And no, I am NOT pregnant. Promise :).